What’s wrong with me with me that I only want a traumatized partner?
Like if you haven’t been to prison or in active military combat, then I don’t think we can truly connect. I’m drawn to these people without even realizing it.
Why? I don’t fucking know.
My childhood is one that I’m still healing from. I’ve made poor decisions in love. I’m still dealing with the effects of drug addiction and I don’t even use. (thanks Mom) Mental illness runs deep & wild in the family.
I have ADHD, PTSD, general anxiety, depression and loads of codependency tendencies.
But I’m trying so hard to heal.
Why don’t my choices in partners reflect that? 🥺